My main thing when it comes to guys is that I am always afraid of getting hurt. Almost every guy I’ve ever had a thing with has hurt me in some shape or form. At a certain point, you begin to wonder if it’s worth it. Is it worth getting to know someone if it’s inevitable that they are going to hurt you? I’m not quite sure, and it’s probably why I’ve only had surface relationships with guys in the past 6 months. I don’t know man, I just don’t know.